Monday, July 17, 2006
I AM NOT LOVE SICK.
i am just feeling gulity, tired and stressed. do not touch me. i am also not a kuku head.
sigh, another week of school, another week of work, tests and grades. you know last year if i got the grades i was getting now i would be over the moon but now even my A seems insignificant cos everyone else has it too. bah. art is giving me loads of unnecessary stress. i still cant find any inspiration and we had to start painting next next week. i also have to memorize loads of stuff for open day and i have to maintain my grades which are slowly, but surely, dwindling. ok maybe i shouldnt complain so much, other ppl are worse of than me, like jabbing, who has 1 lit projects plus science project plus homework to do.
i cant help it, i feel really really lousy. bah. i feel so so so guilty. i shouldnt be doing it cos although it was fun for that moment, i feel kinda let down after it. guilt is crushing me.
i just realised that every time i hear the james blunt song i feel like crying. this post is so frikkin depressing, cos i dont have anything happy to blog about.
i dont think that i'ld see her again, but we shared a moment that will last til the end.i seem to like this line alot. i keep singing it.
OH, i remembered one thing happy now. denise gave me my birthday present. they fit i guess. haha. they dont constrict my ass. but i guess 10 would be better. i might wear them, if the mood strikes. haha. monkeys are cute.
my life sucks. ok maybe it doesnt but i can help feeling that way now.
BLUEBLACKS ON MY LEG.
DAWN
4:45 PM
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