Saturday, October 14, 2006
i am very annoyed with myself. i cant seem to have a decent conversation with my mother without getting annoyed at her. it has stirred up much concern in me as every one loves their mom right. it doesnt feel that i do cos i am always annoyed at her and she hates me. but i must love my parents cos who doesnt? i am very confused. you know people talk to their moms about everything but i cant even picture myself talking to my mother for more than 10 minutes and not get annoyed. sheesh, i am a terrible daughter and probably already condemned to hell. i think i have ranted on about this matter before. you know it scares me that i can go for camps and not think about or miss my parents at all. worst still i dont want to go home. bah.
i should stop depressing myself. MONDAY IS ONLY 2 DAYS AWAY. 2 more days to the truth, 2 more days to judgement.
i really need to see the dentist, i have been putting it off since last last wednesday. my teeth are going to fall out soon if i dont go. and the mgs rocs concert is only a week away. hehe.
i wonder if you know.
DAWN
10:25 PM
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